Into Light
I’m not going to let go of this one, no matter how much it hurts to know all this, im completley divulged. It sucks how much it mattered that we’d have shared that one thing, but no, God doesnt work that way, and im just going to have to live with it. How that was one thing that i looked for in a girl, that we both shared, equal ground, a fresh start, a new adventure etc. To think I may have recently just gotten over what has happened before, just something to renew it all over again. Renewing all the anger, the intent to hurt, the action i feel as though i need to take, but no. I’m still going to live the life You want me to, and all the more feeling blessed to have this one in my life. It just hurts to think of whats happened in the past, all thats happened, but thats dwelling in the past and its not healthy. It just feels as though someones gotten there before me, won the race by a longshot, but all in all that one action isnt what’s going to define the end. I’m just going to have to look forward to that ring i put on her hand, and all that will entail afterwards, im speaking of all that will follow. Just another test that’s been given for me to overcome, with which i know i can. I just dont know when I can stop being instantaneously angry with a mere thought of whats happened, an immense surge of rage that easily overcomes all the peace and calmness ive built, no matter how much so. But i guess that the mere fact that shes with me now, should be the determining factor to subdue my anger. I guess i didnt guard my heart enough.
Blind
Writing Prompt #4: Thoughts of someone waiting for a blind date
We’ve only ever talked either through the phone or through texts on a screen. The only thing I’m accustomed to is her voice, how softly she can speak but still maintain the strength she gives off, you know how you can tell when someone is smiling through their voice? I’m pretty sure she is when we talk. I’m hoping she cant tell that I am (smiling that is) most of the time were on the phone, or else id look like the biggest idiot, at least in her head, in my head…? So you can pretty much tell how my face was, the night we decided to meet up. Its as if we played the night out already in that one conversation: dinner, the movie we were going to try and catch, then skating till only the couples are left, with which the zamboni would have had to run us over for us to get out (this was if we were going to meet in the winter). Or it could have been a day at the beach, meet an hour after when the sun was at its highest so that we wouldn’t get too burnt, then play volleyball until either one of us passes out, then a small picnic until we can no longer see the sun. I’m pretty sure you can guess we went with the summer date. Obviously I was there an hour early, and another hour before (at home that is) to make sure I looked my best though I expected to be bombarded with sand. I sat by the tree we decided on, we didnt want to be cliche by choosing a bench, and then I waited, surprisingly not much popped up in my head. I’m guessing because it’s only a blind date in regards to her physicality, I’d already fallen in love with everything else, actually getting to hold her was just a bonus! The only moment that caught me off guard was then she called my name, and the punch that came along with it! Finally a face to go along with her name :)
Writers Craft look at what you have me doing!! LOOOOOL
*involuntary makes noise of GN drive :3
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MG 1/100 RGM-79SP GM Sniper Custom: Whitewalker
Modeled by: snglemdiaIn order to get that previous image off of my page, and my mind, here is the greatest GM custom Sniper I have ever seen.
Probably how ill be like. LOL
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